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Mar 24, 2011

So I was thinking


So.... I have been thinking about what attracts us to people and what equally repels us?
I have found that I am utterly attracted to the people I have called my friends and even some I have called Lovers, and then over the graciousness of time, after the honest truth about all of their characters has been revealed I become extremely allergic to some. What all can you REALLY accept about people? How many of their dysfunctional "moments" or "episodes" that stain your life do you endure before you are faced with the relentless fact that they are "not right for you" ?? How, when you've become accustomed to accepting and loving someone, do you make the decision that they can no longer occupy the same space in your life? I've come to see that there are two people specifically (that I truly love and care very deeply for) that I do not enjoy the way I used to, and the relationships are becoming "work" when it never used to be. I understand growing pains and the reality of the shifting of life and one's priorities. However, it has become extremely clear that these persons are entering into the "damaging zone" - that place that tells me to "run for your life, this person is too much work". It saddens me, because unlike emotionally immature teenagers, I am not the sort to be reactive and "delete them" from Facebook, or BBM, nor am I the sort that will "block" or "un follow" them on twitter. I don't know how to throw nasty comments their way and to lash out in a fashion that is truly the opposite of actually communicating. All I know what to do is; sort out how I feel about them emotionally, and to make a decision (that does not involve gossiping to everyone I need to "take my side") as to what is left to salvage from this relationship with this person I care about but no longer require...
I think it takes a fearless and brave individual to "say goodbye". I don't know that I am this individual, but I am someone who knows when distance is Necessary. I am someone that knows when they have had enough and I trust my instincts. I am also someone who operates with a great deal of compassion.

what are your strengths and weaknesses?

Strengths: Intelligent, personable, artistic, caring, thoughtful, energetic, open minded
Weaknesses: Demanding, frivolous, opinionated, impatient

Ask me anything

What is your favorite cartoon character?

popeye, mighty mouse, and tom&jerry - classic cartoon channel is the best!

Ask me anything

wzup...wzup...wzzuuuppp(n my martin lawrence voice)...have you thought about dabblin back into the tv industry, with your talent from your/the show "from g's to gent's"?

Yes I have!!! I'm actually working on a project from networks as I reply! Stay tuned! I will be announcing it as soon as I can!!!

Ask me anything

Mar 21, 2011

Would you rather take a picture or have your picture taken?

I'd rather take a picture. Its more fun, esp when its kids! Or crazy friends

Ask me anything

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Sooo I was thinking... and then I stumbled upon this...

"Don’t lament so much about how your career is going to turn out. You don’t have a career. You have a life. Do the work. Keep the faith. Be true blue. You are a writer because you write. Keep writing and quit your bitching. Your book has a birthday. You don’t know what it is yet."

"You cannot convince people to love you. This is an absolute rule. No one will ever give you love because you want him or her to give it. Real love moves freely in both directions. Don’t waste your time on anything else."

- SUGAR

Thats all for now...



Mar 4, 2011

I WANT TO FIND THE DEEPEST HOLE I CAN FIND & SCREAM INTO IT BEFORE FALLING IN....

feeling misunderstood is only born by someone else's incapability to feel and listen. When its always about them, it can never be about you..... I believe I've just cured your misunderstanding.

Mar 2, 2011

Neckless much!?

Who ISN'T looking for a fab designer neckless to compliment their super model collarbone and delicious plunging neck line!? I know I AM!!!

HOLLY FULTON ACRYLIC PLATE NECKLESS w/PYTHON DETAIL: $649.12 BrownsFashion.com
ERICKSON BEAMON DUCHESS OF FABULOUS GUN METAL PLATED NECKLESS: $1,145.00 Net-A-Porter.com

Gotta love the quality of a Camera Lens!

... and the quality of a nice ass

I love music

HA!

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