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Dec 3, 2012


Today I woke up with a thought;
what if,
what if it were all a little bit easier.
What if I obtained the things I am
 working towards?
What then might I want next...
and then what would I want after that?
It all seems like this vortex of continuance; 
we're always trying to get there.
But there is no there, there. 
Is there?
One achievement begets the next 
which begets the next. 
It never ends and so
when you set out to do something 
you will have a long list of achievements 
if you can just get through to 
completing that first one....
It will snowball from there
until you MUST reach every goal 
you have ever set for yourself;
until you are ALL that you 
ever imagined yourself to be...

Nov 29, 2012

Remote from nature, and living by
complicated artifice, man in
civilization surveys the creature
through the glass of his knowledge and
sees thereby a feather magnified and
the whole image in distortion. We
patronize them for their
incompleteness, their tragic fate of
having taken form so far below
ourselves. And therin we err, and
greatly err. For the animal shall not be
measured by man. In a world older
and more complete than ours they
move finished and complete. gifted
with extensions of the senses we have
lost or never attained, living by voices
we shall never hear. They are not
brethern, they are not underlings;...

- inspired by Kim Bowen
my darling and i


Hour Glass

Time seems to be slipping away friends. Sorry I haven't been posting entries .... I love you dolls dearly and am inspired now to post! 

Aug 7, 2012

Fifty Shades Of Grey... Or Not?

Ok soooo I downloaded IBooks from AppWorld on my Iphone, caved and "purchased" Fify Shades Of Grey, as my curiosity got the best of me. So many people told me over and over that I needed to "read this book". I am sad to report that unless you read one book a year that is written in the most simple english, you will NOT enjoy this read. I am the sort of person that is a true fan of literature; well written books, by gifted authors. When I have read biographies, I only enjoy them because regardless of the simple writing, I am interested in the person's life I have chosen to read about, and so the writing doesn't have to be all that good, as the story usually is quite entertaining.
Fifty Shades Of Grey on IBooks offers your a sample read where you can read several pages (maybe two or three chapters) for free before deciding to purchase the book. After burning through the sample I was allotted, I found the main character "Anastacia Steele" to be disappointingly common and boring a part from a few sarcastic moments with Grey, where she (quite out of character) becomes confident and interesting. The Grey character was unbelievably typical with his constant referring to Anastacia as "Miss Steele", and of course this brews a reacting of excitement and distress (again typical). I am happy that after a few short chapters I was able to spare myself from making the terrible mistake of wasting $9.99. Of course had I read on to the point of these two characters having their first (of several) sexual encounter there is a chance I may have been sucked in for the shear excitement of a good erotic read, but after what I read in the first few chapters I doubt it would have been even remotely satisfying.

My opinion (and you are welcome to yours) regarding Fifty Shades Of Grey is to SKIP IT! Twizz

IF you wish to read a decent love story try Vladmir Nabokov's "Lolita" or "Dangerous Games" by Tereska Torres which are two of the most emotionally intense books I have ever read.

May 28, 2012


May 8, 2012

Left Lane Must Turn Left

I can't cry unless I go there alone..... If someone comes with me I take on the position of "caretaker" and I can't release somehow.
Even when the person that accompanies me isn't even related, I still feel like a "caretaker"... Maybe when I am alone I feel that no one is watching me and I can be emotionally honest.... or maybe when I am alone I feel (after a while of becoming present) that it's just her and I. Every time it is different. It was different  this time...different because I chose a day to go when it was clear that I was already emotional, and different because HE was there with me. He wanted to be there. I didn't realize that I wanted him there until he was beside me... I felt everything, and then I felt nothing... I couldn't find the part of me that needed to scream, cry, drop to my knees, talk, feel, be. All I could do was hold onto him and listen. And that was enough.

Apr 16, 2012

Interlocking Wood Floor Tiles For Parquet by JAMIE BECKWITH

Ceiling Mounted Overhead Shower with Chromotherapy by PONSI

Egyptian Inspired Lamp Collection by ZENZA

Hand Made Glass Tables by CALSSICON

Milan Fall 2012


Paris Fall 2012

a lot of this collection is quite good, but these are a few of my favs

Lisbon Fall 2012


Daphne Selfe

Agency Models 1 in London England is home of the Oldest Super Model in the world, Daphne Selfe! After scanning the internet for information on the "it list" of supermodels in Europe, 83yr old Daphne Selfe popped up! She is now being sought out for more high fashion print work than she ever has been before. And I can see why!!! She's a gorgeous woman, and if that's what 83 looks like I can't wait.
This women represents everything I have ever felt or thought about Anything! It IS POSSIBLE! Whatever it is you want to achieve or become starts and ends with YOU! #noexcuses 

Apr 13, 2012

I've missed you and I promise i will write soon....

Mar 24, 2012

“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.”
― Ana├»s Nin

Mar 18, 2012

i want these please

Lykke Li

Hands Down I'm too proud for love
But with eyes shut its's you I'm thinking of...

And for you I keep my legs apart
And forget about my tainted heart
And I will ever be the first
 To say it still I, you know I, I , I 

I would do it
Push a button, pull a trigger
Climb a mountain, jump off a cliff
'Cause you know, baby 
I love you, love you a little bit


I think I'm a little bit, little bit
A little bit in love for you...

Aminaka Wilmont!

Designers Maki Aminaka and Marcus Wilmont. The Scandinavian duo met while working for eccentric designer Robert Cary-Williams where their shared attraction to everything avant-garde lay the foundation for the label. Graphic prints, washed leathers, luxurious silks and wools are expertly used to emphasize the hard tailoring and soft drapes in their clothes.

Cabo San Lucas is so lovely, quiet & beautiful