Pondering

Today I woke up with a thought;

what if,

what if it were all a little bit easier.

What if I obtained the things I am

 working towards?

What then might I want next...

and then what would I want after that?

It all seems like this vortex of continuance; 

we're always trying to get there.

But there is no there, there. 

Is there?

One achievement begets the next 

which begets the next. 

It never ends and so

when you set out to do something 

you will have a long list of achievements 

if you can just get through to 

completing that first one....

It will snowball from there

until you MUST reach every goal 

you have ever set for yourself;

until you are ALL that you 

ever imagined yourself to be...

Remote from nature, and living by

complicated artifice, man in

civilization surveys the creature

through the glass of his knowledge and

sees thereby a feather magnified and

the whole image in distortion. We

patronize them for their

incompleteness, their tragic fate of

having taken form so far below

ourselves. And therin we err, and

greatly err. For the animal shall not be

measured by man. In a world older

and more complete than ours they

move finished and complete. gifted

with extensions of the senses we have

lost or never attained, living by voices

we shall never hear. They are not

brethern, they are not underlings;...

- inspired by Kim Bowen

my darling and i

LOVE THESE

Hour Glass

Time seems to be slipping away friends. Sorry I haven't been posting entries .... I love you dolls dearly and am inspired now to post! 

Fifty Shades Of Grey... Or Not?

Ok soooo I downloaded IBooks from AppWorld on my Iphone, caved and "purchased" Fify Shades Of Grey, as my curiosity got the best of me. So many people told me over and over that I needed to "read this book". I am sad to report that unless you read one book a year that is written in the most simple english, you will NOT enjoy this read. I am the sort of person that is a true fan of literature; well written books, by gifted authors. When I have read biographies, I only enjoy them because regardless of the simple writing, I am interested in the person's life I have chosen to read about, and so the writing doesn't have to be all that good, as the story usually is quite entertaining.
Fifty Shades Of Grey on IBooks offers your a sample read where you can read several pages (maybe two or three chapters) for free before deciding to purchase the book. After burning through the sample I was allotted, I found the main character "Anastacia Steele" to be disappointingly common and boring a part from a few sarcastic moments with Grey, where she (quite out of character) becomes confident and interesting. The Grey character was unbelievably typical with his constant referring to Anastacia as "Miss Steele", and of course this brews a reacting of excitement and distress (again typical). I am happy that after a few short chapters I was able to spare myself from making the terrible mistake of wasting $9.99. Of course had I read on to the point of these two characters having their first (of several) sexual encounter there is a chance I may have been sucked in for the shear excitement of a good erotic read, but after what I read in the first few chapters I doubt it would have been even remotely satisfying.

My opinion (and you are welcome to yours) regarding Fifty Shades Of Grey is to SKIP IT! Twizz

IF you wish to read a decent love story try Vladmir Nabokov's "Lolita" or "Dangerous Games" by Tereska Torres which are two of the most emotionally intense books I have ever read.

EVERY DAY IT BECOMES MORE REAL..... I AM HIS EVERYTHING AND HE IS MINE

Punch Drunk Love

Left Lane Must Turn Left

I can't cry unless I go there alone..... If someone comes with me I take on the position of "caretaker" and I can't release somehow.
Even when the person that accompanies me isn't even related, I still feel like a "caretaker"... Maybe when I am alone I feel that no one is watching me and I can be emotionally honest.... or maybe when I am alone I feel (after a while of becoming present) that it's just her and I. Every time it is different. It was different  this time...different because I chose a day to go when it was clear that I was already emotional, and different because HE was there with me. He wanted to be there. I didn't realize that I wanted him there until he was beside me... I felt everything, and then I felt nothing... I couldn't find the part of me that needed to scream, cry, drop to my knees, talk, feel, be. All I could do was hold onto him and listen. And that was enough.

Out Doors

Electrik Red... of course

Interlocking Wood Floor Tiles For Parquet by JAMIE BECKWITH

Ceiling Mounted Overhead Shower with Chromotherapy by PONSI

Egyptian Inspired Lamp Collection by ZENZA

Hand Made Glass Tables by CALSSICON

Milan Fall 2012

FENDI

Paris Fall 2012

ANTHONY VACCARELLO - 
a lot of this collection is quite good, but these are a few of my favs

Lisbon Fall 2012

MIGUEL VIEIRA

Daphne Selfe

Agency Models 1 in London England is home of the Oldest Super Model in the world, Daphne Selfe! After scanning the internet for information on the "it list" of supermodels in Europe, 83yr old Daphne Selfe popped up! She is now being sought out for more high fashion print work than she ever has been before. And I can see why!!! She's a gorgeous woman, and if that's what 83 looks like I can't wait.
This women represents everything I have ever felt or thought about Anything! It IS POSSIBLE! Whatever it is you want to achieve or become starts and ends with YOU! #noexcuses 

I've missed you and I promise i will write soon....

“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.”
― Anaïs Nin

i want these please

Lykke Li

Hands Down I'm too proud for love

But with eyes shut its's you I'm thinking of...

And for you I keep my legs apart

And forget about my tainted heart

And I will ever be the first

 To say it still I, you know I, I , I 

I would do it

Push a button, pull a trigger

Climb a mountain, jump off a cliff

'Cause you know, baby 

I love you, love you a little bit

 

I think I'm a little bit, little bit

A little bit in love for you...

Aminaka Wilmont!

I HAVE DIED AND GONE TO HEAVEN.....
Designers Maki Aminaka and Marcus Wilmont. The Scandinavian duo met while working for eccentric designer Robert Cary-Williams where their shared attraction to everything avant-garde lay the foundation for the label. Graphic prints, washed leathers, luxurious silks and wools are expertly used to emphasize the hard tailoring and soft drapes in their clothes.

I JUST FOUND MY LA ROUX CD IN THE CAR AND IT MADE MY DAY!!!!!

Cabo San Lucas is so lovely, quiet & beautiful